Hannah

Hannah hannah hannah...i don't know what to do about her,i tried everything to get you back as a friend.But i guess i'm not good enough for her...i asked you to go see Batman 2 on july 18th and you can't even set aside one day just for me.I think i won't even bother chasing you anymore...i would still be there for her....but i'm done sending e-mail's and stuff like that.I don't go around looking for young girl's like her...but they just find me.I thought she was perfect,she liked videogames and staying awake all night and drinked energy drink's...she was my vampire queen.But seem's like another girl i've met is just like her...she gives me a hug everytime i see her and tell's me we should hang out sometime and play some videogame's...i just ignored her because i alway's hope that me and hannah would be hanging out again someday.I've waited for hannah for a month and a half and all she can tell me is "soon" or "maybe" i can't live like that,i'm just going to ask that other girl if she want's to come and chill out and see what happen's from there.It's weird that my life is going so good and i still feel kinda shitty,and it's because i can't stop thinking about hannah.I've paid 800$ of my bill's in 2 week's and lost alot of fat and started to enjoy work again and i quit taking T3's again...but i still feel down when i start thinking abaout her.But like i said...i'm not going to even try talking with her again...she can send me an e-mail for once.All i can do is keep on working out and keep on making money and better myself even more...and i'm back to my old confident self again.

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