Feeling good...at a cost

I love going to work again,i get along with all of my co-workers.My mom came back from william's lake and i know i can get all of my bill's paid off soon.My brother bought grand theft auto 4 and one of my co-workers is going to lend me her bike to get to work and back untill i get back on my feet.And i learned to get rid of my ego...i don't think of myself as the greatest anymore,i kinda feel like the hector of old now.There is only one thing that get's me down now...and that's what hannah think's of me...she think's i'm the biggest jerk in the world and say's i'm not trust worthy.That's been eating at me since she said that...i know i'm not a bad guy and that i'm one of the most trust worthy people you'll ever meet...i don't care what anybody think's of me...but when somebody like her say's that...i think it might be true.I don't know how to prove it to her when she doesn't let me,i've done all i can do and said all the thing's i should say but nothing is good enough for her.I know she's not a bad person and i know i'm not a bad person..i think it's weird that we can't get along anymore.And i think the only way i'm feeling good right now is because i started taking t3's again...it's not because of one thing in my life...it's because of all the thing's that are going wrong just started getting to me.I hope i can get off of them soon...but i guess i'll have to see what happens in the next lil bit