Kill your rock'n roll

I got my t4's now...going to do my taxes next week,i hope i get alot back then i can pay back my sisters and brother.After that's all done with remind to never borrow anything from anybody or to never listen to what people have to say.If i can pay back those people and my next pay check is around 800$ i'm going to buy another 360 and call of duty 4 and nerd it up all day long.Next month should be sweet tho...my lil cuz thunder will be back in kelowna and i'll have all my bill's paid off and i can buy resident evil 5 and killzone 2 and it'll be nice and warm in kelowna finally.And i think i finally got smart and deleted hana from my facebook...she'll be mad at me but i gotta start living for myself now and quit trying to be there for everyone...i am tired of letting other people's problem's get me down.I'm not trying to be an a$$hole to everybody but sometimes i just want to lay on my couch and play videogames and not try to fix everybody's problem's.I'm so tired...might be because i woke up at 9am today and i went to visit my family today and my lil brother thought he was tough and i thought i should show him who's the big bro and wrestled him till he gave up and my other bro angus think's he's the man also...he is bigger than me and i don't know if i can take him when he get's older...i gotta start working out because i almost got my ass kicked :P and i'm still sore .And i'm not looking foward to when hana call's my cell...i wouldn't know what to tell her because i don't like talking with people over the phone and i don't really want to meet her in person anymore...should be interesting.

The good life

Finally my life is going good...can't remember the last time i could say that.Must have been when i was still working at canadian tire for my old boss.I've been thru way too much stress in the last 2 year's...i've had job's i've hated and i've argued with way too much people i've also had way more mental break down's then i've ever had before and i had my heart ripped out by my best friend and i had to watch my mom and brother's live in a car for 2 month's because they couldn't find a home and i got hooked to sleeping pill's and t3's just to make it thru the day.My mom and bro's found a place and i told them i'll never let them go thru that again,last month they almost got kicked out because they never had all the rent money...i gave them 200$ and pawned almost all my stuff just to keep them there...but now i can sleep better knowing that they're safe and warm.In the last month thing's went my way...i get friday's and saturday's off from work,i got a free computer from a former co-worker,my brother sold me his ps3 for a good price...and my lil sis is going to have a baby...i'll be an uncle :) i can't wait.I told her hekju sound's cool...but nobody want's to name their baby that lol...look's like i'll hafta get my own kid and name it that lol.

New blog

Finally a new blog...been way too long.But i just got off of work and i'm tired...so i'll blog soon.